The dumbest thing on my life.

The Following Text is just bunch of my dumbest and weirdness thing on my freaking life.

Don't read it too serious or you will got a brian wash.

"Maybe I look happy but the truth is I just want to cry"

When I said the shit I actually meant it.

why?

Maybe I just tired..

But.. the truth is..

and then.. 

I know I'm not the person I used to be. I admit, a lot of shit got into me.

I mean.. shit happens. every time. every day. 

all you have to do is just fuck it and move on. end.

but why can't you do that? I can do it, then why can't you?

I admit.. you really fucking hurt me.

I know.. sometimes you just need distance yourself from people, if they care.. they'll notice. if they don't.. well you know where you stand.

Reminder for myself: Overthinking is not going to make everything better.

 I regret being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, and for making unworthy people a priority in my life.

Currently..  I hate being myself. being ME. I just can't do it anymore. I need a brake.

My life is not long enough to make you as the main character.

but don't worry. I had realized something..

This is what I'm going to do.

So..

Are your brian still okay??

cause I'm not. I feel a little weird right now. wait.. I think i feel weird all the time.

lastly..

:) ??