alive

Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun, it rains.
I'm so sick of wasting time
but nothing's moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall, but...


Every lover breaks my heart
and I know it from the start
Still I end up in a mess
Everytime I second guess


All my friends just run away
When I'm having a bad day
I would rather stay in bed
but I know there's a reason


When I'm bored to death at home
When he won't pick up the phone
When I'm stuck in second place
Those regrets I can't erase


Only I can change the end,
of the movie in my head
There's no time for misery!
I won't feel sorry for me!


I'm alive!

Between the good and bad is where you'll find me, reaching for Heaven!

I will fight!

And I'll sleep when I die!

I live my life!

-Kuroshitsuji