HELLO 2026!!!

I just got a new keyboard after being unable to type on my laptop for years so here we go!!!!

I got it for cheap too and it comes with a mouse. Full package under IDR200K, such a bargain. Blaming myself for not getting this sooner but also thinking this keyboard couldn't come at the perfect time because I was just crying and sobbing myself on the floor of my room.

It's that time of the month where my hormones all over the place, or it was just me as a scorpio, or INFJ, or just my personality, really. Where I was feeling sorry for myself, contemplating every choices I made throughout my life and just asking the universe what the fuck am I doing?

But I feel better now. Yay.

Damn this keyboard so big I feel like I need a bigger desk. The keypad supposed to be silence, one of those keyboard that's good for ASMR video, but the space bar is so loud. That's some cheap inconsistent keyboard for you.

Anyway! God I'm just been complaining haven't I? Well, I don't really have anything to say. Maybe some of what I'm up to recently. It's Ramadhan month (Alhamdulillah!) But I'm on my period so I obviously haven't start fasting yet. I went to the mall for a bit yesterday after I drop one singular Shopee package in courier counter. Bought Jujutsu Kaisen cat ear plushie blind box and I got Haibara (I like the color but I forgot who the fuck is he so at first I thought I got Yuta LOL)

I also bought kimbab and dakgangjeong because I've been craving it for a while. And then I went home and feel so lonely it's suffocate me.

I was so used to be alone. I enjoyed it. But for some reason, seeing how packed the mall yesterday and how hard I was looking for a parking spot alone, it just hit me how lonely I felt. Out of nowhere. I was running errand and choose to have a little bit of me time, just a tiny bit, but the feeling just hits me. And suddenly I question everything. What's wrong with me, why I don't have someone like everyone else, am I so unlovable, so unapproachable, so unattractive, there's no one for me out there.

But then I marathon My Lady Jane in one go, I love it, peak fantasy romance comedy, just to found out later that the second season has been cancelled.

What the actual fuck.

Well that's my weekend.

I repurpose this blog to write about books, basically connecting it throughout my instagram and goodreads account. But we'll se if my ass consistent enough.

And I still contemplate to write here in full blown english or bahasa. Or maybe one day english and one day bahasa. I have to think about that too.

Well, it's been awhile since I write this much. I hope I don't butcher my english too much.